Crying........

Assalammualaikum Dunia.......

gua nk citer ngn lu ape yg trjd kt gua ari nie.......
gua bngn kul 6:40am...lpk2,breakfst,ps2 mndi...kul 7:45am gua grk g GIAT..
gi GIAT,prhmpunan pgi..thn,bdaya bersih...ps2 gua msuk kls mcm besa....

msk kls,ade lak meeting psl picnic g ranau,utk dak K0mputer jer...
cikgu saridah lak xde meeting kt 0ffice ngn Pengurus...
gua da pening da dgr di0rg sume ckp ntah ape2 ntah.........
skit telinga dgr,skit mta tgk,skit ati rse.........
ps2 cikgu.saridah msk kls smbil bwk buku n0ta...
die bgtau gua Pengurus psn "lengkapkan buku n0ta"...
gua buat dergh jer ar......ps2 die c0mment psl unif0rm gua..i2 ar ini ar...
tp still gua lyn jer,evn gua xdpt nk jwb s0alan die.....

kul 9:50am,zakia dr kls Jahitan naik atas...
die ckp cikgu rahimah nk jmpe gua...gua p0n trun ar tp msh gua trpikir gk ar npe lak cikgu rahimah nk jmpe gua...tetiba lak 2..

cikgu rahimh 2 warden kt h0stel gua...

gua g jmpe cikgu kt prpstakaan mini dlm kls jahitan.......
cikgu ckp kt gua ade 0rg c0mplen psl gua n die xnk bgtau gua spe...
i2 gua x ksh...lntk ar..gua tau p0n nk wtpe kt die.....
org 2 ckp kt die yg gua ade "minum" mse GIAT........
klu mr0k0k 2 cikgu mmg tau ar...tp die kte kurng2kn kt cni...
klu brhnti agi bgus...tp gua da addict...
da 7 thn gua isap r0k0k...mmg ssh ar nk brhnti...
but still i'll try 2 st0p it...

so,gua p0n ckp ngn die...
mmg gua ade "minum" tp bkn mse GIAT...
mse 2 ari jumaat,rht kul 11am smpai 2pm...
gua g ade 1 pulau 2,0rg pggl pulau Gandang kt Tuaran...
gua xplen sume kt die,0k die ckp jgn wt agi....
gua p0n 0k jer........
n elakkan wt cm2 agi...die kte gua nie p0mpuan..
x el0k...mmg gua pns ar gk tp bkn slh die...
gua da pilih jln idup cmne gua nk lalui spnjng gua idup kt pentas ALLAH nie...


ps2 gua rht g blik h0stel nk mkn...
Erna & kk Jue ade kt sne..di0rg tny ar ape jd,npe cikgu pggl gua..
gua bgtau ar sbbnye...thn Erna lak "cuci" 0tak gua sebersih2nye & seb0leh2nye...
Erna mmg da lme tau sume psl kegiatan gua tp die diamkan dri jer...
die xnk ar mnyibuk psl 0rg len,walhal,die sndri p0n ade pr0b...
die r00mates yg baik...die ibrt kkk gua...kk Jue p0n sme...
1st gua 0k agi,ps2 die sbut 1 perkataan yg leh wt gua lmh,selmh2nye..
lmh yg amt sgt...prkataan "SAYANG".......
gua tau di0rg sume sygkn gua..tp gua xnk bebankn di0rg ngn mslh remeh mcm nie...
ble Erna ckp mcm 2,ati gua luluh,jatuh,brkecai cm agi...
gua nangis..gua mmg xleh dgr 0rg sbut perkataan 2 ngn gua..
gua cepat nangis...

airmata yg slme nie gua smbunyikn dr 0rg ramai akhirnye klh dek krn prkataan 2....

smpai 2 jer ar utk ari nie...esk lusa gua tmbh agi...
mse p0n da sntuk...gua nk blik...
0k guys...gua ch0w dlu...


bye...

assalammualaikum........